this is for Justin only.. THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME

It’s hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There’s no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words when i

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky’s a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you’d make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words when i

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn’t fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me

long entry ahead :/
we met in our working place and i took his number first, but i never message him. then i remembered when he took my number, it was like ah gu(the supervisor then) just invited me to sit at his desk and he taking over my work; i was shocked and happy afterwards. i remembered his first message to me went something like this, ' hello! remember me? i'm justin.. ' honestly, i was very happy lah. hahaha, but that morning i was too tired to be excited. i fell asleep almost immediately when i saw his last message, ' ... okay. good night! sleep tight! ' yada yada .. and we went on our first date on 31st jan 05.
i waited for him for 2 hours at the bus stop outside far east plaza. i called him but nobody picked up! i thought he was trying to play me out or something. i messaged alicia and she told me to go home. lol. but i don't know why i stayed on; i got a gut feeling he overslept. he looked like the kind that will oversleep to me. hahaha. and i lost my voice that time due to overworking(i think). lol. i felt so pathetic. when that idiot finally called back, i could hear that he was very gan chiong. LOL. kept apologising to me but i couldn't say much. uhh, in the first place i also can't say anything lah. he asked me to go cineleisure to wait for him and he would take a cab down. walked slowly over to cineleisure, and felt like an idiot the whole time. lol. no voice and all alone. i felt so intimidated walking on the streets. though i am fat ar, but i just feel intimidated lah. lol. i still remember when he came and walked over to me, he was like so cool. LOL. wearing a black polo tee with his levi's and still listening to his mp3. decided to watch a movie and settled on ' Shall we dance? '. not a bad show, but i was coughing all the way in the cinema. i felt so paiseh. anyway, i remembered walking to heeren and he bought mocha something to from Spinelli. then went to taka, and he bought ice cream to eat. i just remembered he kept buying food to eat lurh. lol. hang around until it was time to go for work. took the train down to clementi to change bus. bumped into zhengjie there. at that time, i still remember him as the pink-shirt-guy-kangkang-lookalike :/ i remembered he was leaning onto some pillar and eating bread. bumped into some other people lah. i'm too lazy to mention. lol.
soon after, he got injured during work and never come for a few days. lol. so bored! no yuang guang nan hai gliding across the room for a few days :( i remembered he still asked me out for dinner before work. wah lau! i must be too se or something to actually agreed to go eat dinner with him at northpoint! lol. out of my mind. and i got scolded by alicia because i agreed to go eat cai fan with her that day. sorry ali! after dinner, he walked me to the train station. wah! bumped into ahliang and gang there. i was so overwhelmed with shock that i think my face changed immediately. cause ahliang started to suan me later on at work -.- bloody nonsense lah him. announcing to everyone he caught us.
but anyway, i can't be bothered with him. LOL. i was just too happy my yuang guang nan hai from factory asked me out. lalala! i think 6feb was our last day at work. at that time, we're already quite close with kindaichi(sy) and zc-lookalike(bw). so after our last day at work, we went down to cineleisure to catch a movie. i also don't know how that justin managed to come with us. lol. he just popped into the picture. but i was quite happy lah. hahaha! watch machinist and fengshui and even went to his place there to eat the prata! omg. i just realised he was so zei! make all of us send him home and eat breakfast with him.
anyhow, we went to watch movies subsequently. constantine, howl's moving castle etc. the first time he ever sent me home was after howl's moving castle. the 2nd day of cny :) we were on 181m and that idiot said i could rest on his shoulder if i was tired. of course i must seize my chance lah! but i was really very tired lurh. lol. played with my hair when we were at the bus stop waiting for bus. wah lau! made my heart went POM POM POM!
then 12feb went to his place to gamble, bai nian lah all the nonsense. met up at amk first. he was at kpool. he was wearing this transformer tee with his trademark quiksilver pants. lol. the first time i met peter, his legendary dog, also. i remembered binghong etc were at his place already but they were still playing billard. then justin said, ' aiya, let them wait lah. say peter stomachache. shitting. ' lol.
at his place, his friends all promoting him to me. lol. played blackjack and i think i won around 8bucks. lol. then they went out for their smoking break. i don't know why but justin and me went 7-11 to buy some drinks i think. on our way back when we were crossing the road, that idiot snatched my hand and said, ' quick! cross the road! ' think i don't know what he's up to huh! LOL. but i felt very happy also lah. lala baby!
went up his room and use his laptop. was chatting with alicia. lol. and he kept disturbing, but after a while, he went down to gamble again. fell asleep and woke up with him coming into the room. then he showed me some funny videos over the net and some horoscope compatibility shits. lol. to think he resorted to this. hahaha.
the next day was 14th feb. met up at causeway point. i wouldn't want to mention what i wore. atrocious outfit! ahh. but he was very decently dressed. black long sleeved and his LEVI's. he bought candies and his infamous guardian bear :D there was this UK fun fair at that time, and he brought me to sit the ferris wheel. well, got alicia to thank for this. lol. her romantic idea.
he popped the question while on the wheel but i never gave him an answer. i told him to wait until we get down. lol. it was only on our way to orchard and on the train did he ask me again. lol. damn malu lah! when i finally said yes he went, YES! hahaha. on the other hand, alicia was also busy with her sy at pasir ris park. haha!
well, things went pretty well after we got together. we had our quarrels and fights along the way but somehow, we managed to resolve them by the end of the day :) him giving in to me all the time when i'm pmsing or unreasonable. thank you justin! it's been a long long year and i'm looking forward to the years ahead! if i could, i would jot down every little details that happened the past year. but you're probably tired of reading, no? i know you do read this blog, that's why you knew of the 2hour pathetic tanning thingy, right? haha! i hope you do manage to read until here. because i want to say, I LOVE YOU! thanks for everything you'd done for me. the little surprise froggy card, the guardian bear, pooh bear and everything :) you know, you always buy things at the most unexpected places. which i think you're so auntie yet cute. lol. sorry for taking you for granted sometimes. cheer up cheeky boy! remember, i'm always here for you! when you're down, look up! if you need anyone to talk to, call me! i'll always lend you my big fat ear for you. or whenever you need my face hug, tell me. i'll try to give it to you asap!
okay, it's late. i'll end here. sorry for the long post. just wanted to refresh my memories.. :D
HAPPY VALENTINE'S and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR!