i am happy because he likes my father and so does my father. which is why i will never allow anything to change that, ever.
urgh! runny nose and rashes. think i'm down with a slight fever too. and it's back to school again. and somebody seems to be upset with me :( to that somebody, eh, i'm sorry. i know every time you will have to say so much, but i'll still walk away. i'm really sorry. but i have to take into consideration about other things too. no, it's not that you're not important. you're my first priority in anything and always be at the no1 spot.
i really don't know what to say, you'll probably get upset with me again. i'm sorry i never think about your feelings and everything. and i haven't been the goody goody nice girl i promised to be nor did i treat you superbly nice as promised. i'm really sorry because each time, i feel so guilty. the worse thing is, i know all these, yet i'm still doing it again and again to make you upset :( i know apologizing won't amend anything, and that action speaks louder than words. and i'm not even sure if you know about this blog and get to read all these, but i'm really sorry.
we're coming to a year, and from now til then, i don't want anything to ruin the day. looking back, i wish every day was like day one; on the ferris wheel, train, pasir ris park etc. but for a year, you made everything seem beautiful. there may times when we're upset with each other, but at the end of the day, we're okay again. i hope by the next entry, or even earlier, 12 noon or whatever, you would have message me or something. i have an inbox full of your messages. even if it's just an 'okay'; you don't know how happy i am whenever i look at my hp and sees ' one new message from justin '.