when i thought i had everything planned out, i didn't know it could cause so much discontentment. to hell with projects and school, seriously. i don't know what's the best plan, really. i can't even afford to doze off because i was tired. what's with all the rush of projects? i am a bad bad selfish girl lah. all i wanted was to finish everything i had on hand and enjoy myself with you without having to think of what to hand in tomorrow and if i had any undone assignments or projects. i'm sorry if i had upset you again with my stupidity and selfish acts. i know i've said this umpteen times, but i'm sorry. it's really hard to juggle with so much things all at the same time. i'm not trying to make myself seem like i'm in such sorry plight and that i did no wrong. i know i disappoint you a lot, and you may think i'm lying. i'm not and i'm so sorry. if you had to think otherwise, i really don't know what else to say. sorry isn't enough and i know. but i'm sorry..
so much for writing all these, i doubt you even see all these. i don't know if i want you to see them also. i don't even know when i'm gonna receive your reply or anything. or this might be the last time you ever want to talk to me.