i can't believe i screwed my table topic up today. got " Customers are always right"! which was what i bloody prayed for the whole night yesterday. it was, supposed to be, the easiest among all the topics, and i presented on this issue before! sad, my jittery got the better of me. i could hear my heart thumping the whole time when i was standing in front of the class! i kept telling myself, relax sohhoon, relax! but you know, it doesn't help at all :( babbled on shits and got stumped for a while. kept muttering shit under my breath and i just went " okay, service people are human and they're not obliged to serve you and they deserve to be respected " or something like this, " you're just paying that small little amount and you expect yourself to scold, request for unreasonable demands from the staff " the 2.5 mins was up and my time was 2min35sec. over by 5 seconds, oops. i expected more from myself, but dah! tutor then commented that my pacing was quite nice, and that i got a good voice! ohmygod :) nice mellow or something, she said. but but! i was nervous and that i should do something about my hair :( my hair! she said my fringe kept falling and cover my eyes and that it was distracting me, no? whatever, it's time i get a haircut.
i can't believe the rashes aren't going away.