the doc said the pills weren't drowsy, but i feel so lethargic every now and then. i can still see the rashes on my (inner) thighs, arms and the area just below my armpits(2 patches actually). maybe it wasn't really food allergy. maybe the doc was wrong about the whole salmon thing. maybe i really am dying. haha!
had our CATS presentation today, finally. was quite dead lah the skit. couldn't care more. it was the last lesson though :)
s&w was about defending today. you can't imagine how hot the weather was. but i love it! i will not miss out on any opportunity to get tanned. okay, that pathetic 2 hours won't get me anywhere near tanned, but whatever. you know, when you're fat and it's really disgusting to wear bikini, you will have to just rely on what ever opportunities you have to get under the sun to get tanned. but somehow, i don't seem to get darker after weeks of s&w. which is discouraging me so much. what's wrong with fat people wearing bikini? what's wrong with having thunder thighs and big buldging tummies? what's wrong with having flabby arms? very wrong, may i say. or at least that's what everyone else think; it's so wrong to be fat. who ask us to eat so much. fat isn't everything. but being fat and big sized is something. at least fat people could work hard to shed that extra pounds off and tada! they're slim and pretty again. but for big sized, even if they were to lose weight, they will still be big sized no matter what. sad, i'm the latter. maybe sentosa should consider setting up another beach area exclusively for fat people only. where all the fat people gather to wear bikini. skinny, slim people will be condemn in this area, if found lurking around or even laughing at us, they shall be force to eat so much food that they will be joining the fat-people-exclusive-beach themselves. and the fat seniors will have their turns to laugh at them. why aren't we living in the yang gui fei(was it) era? where they deem fat people as pretty woman, and everyone's vying to be fat. then, i'll be such a natural beauty.
with all the advertising on slimming pills and centres, it's really driving me crazy. for every 5 advertisements they aired during commercial breaks, i think 3 are on slimming pills and centres. if not, skin care products. they make it seem like being fat's a crime. who wouldn't want to be born with a angelina jolie's bod. enough about fat. it's making things worse. no offence to fat people :/ yours truly was hailed as the gentle giant. sorry for digressing such a huge chunk.
back to s&w. many people turned up. some of which don't belong to soccer, i think :/ it wasn't that fun today. didn't get much chances to touch the ball. too many boys, and two girls. do you think they will pass the ball to us? fat hope! i was so lazy, i didn't change out of the attire and went home straight. bathe and i fell asleep until 1am. didn't go to alicia's place :/ and i don't even feel like going to mstoh's place early in the morning tomorrow. still have tons of projects waiting for me. can you imagine a fat woman being stress? had a weird dream just now though. too lazy to elaborate, but it might suggest something. tsk.
and i saw someone's nick over msn just now and it says, 'i'm not fat, just fed'. i felt consoled, at least i know, i'm just a bit more well-fed than most.
and so, i waited and waited and waited. i miss you!
had our CATS presentation today, finally. was quite dead lah the skit. couldn't care more. it was the last lesson though :)
s&w was about defending today. you can't imagine how hot the weather was. but i love it! i will not miss out on any opportunity to get tanned. okay, that pathetic 2 hours won't get me anywhere near tanned, but whatever. you know, when you're fat and it's really disgusting to wear bikini, you will have to just rely on what ever opportunities you have to get under the sun to get tanned. but somehow, i don't seem to get darker after weeks of s&w. which is discouraging me so much. what's wrong with fat people wearing bikini? what's wrong with having thunder thighs and big buldging tummies? what's wrong with having flabby arms? very wrong, may i say. or at least that's what everyone else think; it's so wrong to be fat. who ask us to eat so much. fat isn't everything. but being fat and big sized is something. at least fat people could work hard to shed that extra pounds off and tada! they're slim and pretty again. but for big sized, even if they were to lose weight, they will still be big sized no matter what. sad, i'm the latter. maybe sentosa should consider setting up another beach area exclusively for fat people only. where all the fat people gather to wear bikini. skinny, slim people will be condemn in this area, if found lurking around or even laughing at us, they shall be force to eat so much food that they will be joining the fat-people-exclusive-beach themselves. and the fat seniors will have their turns to laugh at them. why aren't we living in the yang gui fei(was it) era? where they deem fat people as pretty woman, and everyone's vying to be fat. then, i'll be such a natural beauty.
with all the advertising on slimming pills and centres, it's really driving me crazy. for every 5 advertisements they aired during commercial breaks, i think 3 are on slimming pills and centres. if not, skin care products. they make it seem like being fat's a crime. who wouldn't want to be born with a angelina jolie's bod. enough about fat. it's making things worse. no offence to fat people :/ yours truly was hailed as the gentle giant. sorry for digressing such a huge chunk.
back to s&w. many people turned up. some of which don't belong to soccer, i think :/ it wasn't that fun today. didn't get much chances to touch the ball. too many boys, and two girls. do you think they will pass the ball to us? fat hope! i was so lazy, i didn't change out of the attire and went home straight. bathe and i fell asleep until 1am. didn't go to alicia's place :/ and i don't even feel like going to mstoh's place early in the morning tomorrow. still have tons of projects waiting for me. can you imagine a fat woman being stress? had a weird dream just now though. too lazy to elaborate, but it might suggest something. tsk.
and i saw someone's nick over msn just now and it says, 'i'm not fat, just fed'. i felt consoled, at least i know, i'm just a bit more well-fed than most.
and so, i waited and waited and waited. i miss you!
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