with all the rashes on my body, i think i might be dying. probably contracted some unknown fatal disease. goodbye.

had my reunion dinner with father's side of the family :) the food was 0-kay lah, but the price was a bit too much for that kind of food, i would say. a bit of complaints from daddy after the meal :/
it's been a very very long time since we got together. or was i the one who kept missing the family gatherings? anyway, i realised we're all so old already! my cousin whom i remembered as 18 all these years, has turn 25! he brought his girlfriend, joey(!), along this year. haha! both them look them alike lah! bloody cute!
i'm too lazy to continue.
i want many many ang baos! :) merry cny everyone!

i can feel the full power of projects now. everywhere i go, it's projects, deadlines, projects, deadlines. every other day, there seems to be projects to be handed in. then, common test 2 is coming. STATS and OCOM. one i'm like lost already, and the other, well, let me recall when's the last time i went for lecture :( doing OB tomorrow, then discussion on CIP pbl1 proposal on thurs, which we have to hand in the proposal on friday. then there's 2 test coming up next week, heavy topics. what else, oh yes, have to finish CIP elearning assignment by this week and there's MIEC elearning next week. then, there's MIEC individual assignment to be handed in after cny :( then very soon, it's exams! ohmygod, i don't know what else i've missed out or if i've listed everything that needs to be done. the deadlines all just come in one shot, goddamnit, ohoh! CIP pbl2 after cny too. i'm stressed, very. can someone help? i still want to enjoy my cny one leh! i'm so bloody sad right now. my future seems bleak, i don't know where i'm going, what i want to do. the system screw things up :( i'm sooooo sad.

i was a bloody (cute) drunkard yesterday night. according to justin, i made quite a fool out of myself. he said i was lying on the floor in the middle of the living room one time, then babbled ALOT of rubbish the whole night, stood on the stool and announced to everyone that i felt like farting and things like, ' i want to dig my nose '. the coke+martel was behind all these lah. damn it. the first time i got so bloody drunk. i think i poured too much martel into the coke. like half the cup was martel, i forgot i had how much of those. okay lah, i'm just not a good drinker :( but i couldn't remember much. i remembered i was waiting to play the ps2(which was like so damn long), and i just kept drinking and drinking. then finally, when it was my turn, i felt damn giddy and hot. after that, i couldn't remember much. but the worse thing was my hangover. horrible. i remembered justin brought me upstairs to sleep, but i sneaked down again. he was playing daidee i think, then i was lying on the sofa, suddenly i felt very nauseous, but i couldn't puke. i told him, and he brought me to the toilet. he put one finger in my mouth, to try and make me puke. but i couldn't. then i started shivering. i slumped onto the floor, and my mouth just kept clattering nonstop. i think i scare justin and he quickly went to ask his classmates for help. one of them came and he gave me a cup of warm water. they kept asking me to relax and everything lah. think this went on for about 30mins? i kept telling justin, i felt very bad and horrible. lol. he sat beside me all these while and kept talking to me. when i had more or less calm down, he brought me to the sofa and put me to sleep. it was around 6plus and i woke up at 9 plus because i have got a bloody class at 1pm. woke up with a horrible headache. the back of my head felt damn heavy. damn it, and i have to go to school for CATS -.- i felt better after a bath, but my stomach felt damn weird the whole time. CATS, i was still doing fine. but during s&w, i felt like throwing up. kept running around the field. slowly, i could taste the martel and icelemontea(which i drank during CATS) in my mouth. a bit disgusting so i quickly rushed home after that. the whole drunk and hangover thingy; a whole new experience. lol. ohoh, i won over 20bucks on blackjack! :) and i had free pizza to eat.

JUSTIN, THANK YOU! :)
i'm so tired now. it's going to projects projects and more projects starting from next week, then it's commontest again. i just wish all these would be over soon.

set my eyes on so many things! if only i have that much money. had ice cream today, dark chocolate and chocolate chips. ohmygod, i bloody love chocolates. it just make me so happy. forget about resolutions! okay, maybe not. i'm so happy still. chocolates chocolates! i love you justin! thanks for the ice cream :)
so looking forward to saturday. i'm going to go on a shopping spree! i love chinese new years. another excuse to buy so much clothes. okay okay, i'm so goddamn bloody happy, very very happy. fine, you get my point.

irritating blogs. i'm going to close this down after this sem.

cip, interesting module. i actually learnt something new today about microsoft word. the sem is ending. another month or two? can't wait.

albeit my next birthday's still a long way, but right now, i am so excited. because i'm getting closer to my driving licence. and the thought of having to drive around in the middle of the night just give me orgasm! oooo. i'm going to go eat supper, find people play mahjong, cruising around and i don't know. if, i get to drive the car then.
anyhow, i spent the whole day yesterday trying to find my 4th leg for mahjong. but i got rejected so many times that i got so depressed. see lah, soh hoon. be more socialable and make more friends and things won't turn out so ugly :(
hur! when i can drive, don't come round begging me to give you a ride.
okay, i'm just kidding.

i had a nightmare yesterday. i remember something like, me and some of my primary school classmates were playing at the hopscotch area in my primary school. then someone suggested playing soccer and so we went to the field. suddenly, there was a strong wind and it just started raining. i don't know why things always happen so suddenly in dreams la. well, then we saw lightning strike, all on the same spot -.- yesyes, war of the worlds. i actually screamed, ' ohmygod, run. war of the worlds!' then being so kiasi, i ran so fast, i didn't look back. as i was running towards the school gate, i realised, cheechao, alicia and some other people from my sec2's class was with me instead. i don't know how the hell they got there, but you know what, only i managed to get to the school gate in time. when i finally turned back, i saw the 'alien' -.- ali and the rest were all trying to climb over the fence, but you know. the alien was there. war of the worlds .. yup. they all got killed. like what happened to those animals in chicken little. and so i continue running, i ran towards a block of flats and then a door just appeared in front of me out of nowhere. i opened the door and ran inside, saw a man guarding.. uhh, what do you call that.. altar? then i don't know why! but i actually went up and asked for the joss sticks -.- i was running for my live and i still want to give my offerings. i'm a freethinker to start with. anyhow, that man told me that place was controlled by the 'aliens' and that i better hurry if i want to escape. so i ran along the corridor and turn round a corner, and i saw justin! omfg. i forgot the details, but i remembered we talked for a long time, then i finally said ' i better go '. he said ' ok ' but showed no signs of walking me out. lol. so i asked me, ' aren't you walking me out? ' we then ran as fast as we could to the exit. behind us, i saw this guy from the 9pm channel 8 show, michelle chia's bf. whatever, i saw him talking to the aliens. i think he asked them to kill me or something la. anyway, when we opened the door to the exit, we stepped outside into np's block 73. outside vin's enterprise -.- then justin hurried me off and so i ran. then i heard someone shouted, ' scorers! kill him ' scoreres was referring to the aliens la, don't ask me why. then i turned and saw the aliens, which were now in human form, holding a heart, yes a heart, and throwing onto the floor. then justin shouted, ' SISTER! ' apparently, ' sister ' was referring to the heart . when the heart was thrown on the floor, justin died, instantly -.- i don't know what the hell was going on la, but i think justin was one of their captives or something, and since he helped me escaped, the 'scorers' killed him by throwing the 'sister' onto the floor. then i ran to the busstop, now, i'm at the busstop outside my primary school. somehow, the settings and locations in my dreams like to change alot. anyway, i saw a bus and i quickly flagged for it. i thought i managed to escape, but an alien managed to got onto the same bus with me. but it didn't kill me leh. weird. then .. i woke up. when i woke up, i was still feeling very tensed up you know. i checked my hp for the time, 10.14am or something. so i went back to sleep again.
this time even better. my dream took place in genting, or somewhere in malaysia. then we were going back to singapore. but my father's car was like packed with all the things we bought and there wasn't any space for my sister and me. my father said something like, he was going to leave us there since there wasn't any space for the two of us. i was like wtf? as i was trying to think of what to do, i saw a primary school classmate, junhong. don't ask me, why him? i don't know, i haven't seen him since don't know how many 477601827402194 years back. i asked him if i could borrow his car, and he said ' ya sure' and he threw me the car keys. lol. he said i could return him anytime. omg. i was so happy you know. and i drove all the way back to singapore :) things happen and i woke up again. this time, it was 1pm.
went to the toilet and realised, my period's here -.-

this is a totally meaningless entry, just so you know. kudos to you if you had actually come so far, here.
good bye.

goodbye 2005, hello 2006. might not be the nicest way to end 2005, but it definitely was the most beautiful way to kickstart the new year :) the fireworks and the man was the most lovely combination, ever.
my new year's resolutions:
1) LOSE WEIGHT
2) LOSE WEIGHT
3) LOSE WEIGHT
4) TURN RICH (and save up)
5) DRIVE
6) grow TALLER
7) be a nice girl
8) punctual for tutorials (and lectures)
9) don't be so lazy anymore
10) all of the above
although all these may/may not come true. but aiya, at least i thought of doing it :)
11) ohoh, and to celebrate 2007 eve with justin!

oh yes, a BIG THANK YOU to justin for making my life so beautiful :) LOVE YOU ALWAYS! * WO DE YI KE XIN! MUAH MUAH!* and not forgetting all the amazing people whom i've met along the way and those who's been there all along. pris for being so prissy all the time. although you always abandon us, bought me ahlian top for my birthday and went to korea instead of celebrating xmas with us... BUT I STILL LOVE YOU! and alicia for being so AH-LI and for being my other hottie half. you know i know :) some things need not be put in words. i love you too (awww..). miaohui and kahhui. the two huis. always there to put me down. because of the two of you, i've become so mean now. lol. but i know you two love me so much because both of you remembered my birthday! and doreen! the first person to message me on my birthday :) MUAH MUAH! oh ya, not forgetting tinger. although we seldom go out together nowadays.. but she's definitely there when we do. super on! i like! unlike that miaohui. forever acting dua pai -.- oh yes, my dear pauline. my favourite midnight chatting kaki and my dearest bitch. although we're not seeing each other or talking to each other that often now. but whenever we do, we still got so much to say. and you're the only person in this world that is so right on par with me ALL the time! i doubt i can find another one like you. LOVE LOVE! who else .... oh yea .. and the random people like: bohwei (for being one of the bitchest man on earth and always showing me beautiful(ugly i think) women photos) , yongquan (i don't know why i mentioned you, but thanks for being the mahjong kaki and thanks for being so mean to me) , weiming (hello! i mentioned you! for being the only one who reads this blog (i think =/) and for giving me advices and being the 2nd bitchest man i know) , and tohlixian (the nastiest acquaintance whom i met in np. another evil girl who is always there to gossip with me when i need to, thank you!) , christina (for being such an amazing friend! walking me to block53 and then got late for class. printing stuffs for me and buying chocs for me halfway through lecture) and lastly, the agent (i forgot the name) who got me a job in teckwah :)

aiya, i mentioned so many people but i doubt anyone reads it except maybe for one loyal fan. anyhow, HAPPY 2006 people!