typed this in the wee hours. i needed a place to kill time.
haven't slept the whole day. was chatting with pauline the whole night, about everything under the sun. i love her. she remembers everything about me :) like i don't eat sweets, nor do i drink milk. and i can only sleep with my face down! love talking nonsense with her. talked to her about a lot of things, and she's really good at giving advices. i feel so assured after talking to her. she's right. i shouldnt be thinking about rubbish. look on the bright side.
then, wm came online again. like us, he couldnt get to sleep. then 3 of us talked rubbish again. digged out a lot of ugly pasts :) but he left first, later.
time passes by so quickly. it's been 5 years. i miss the times when we went to hang out in JP. yes, we're a bunch of losers back then. but we're 13! young, innocent, stupid. but we had lots of beautiful memories together. funny ones, sad ones, and very bitchy ones. we're grown up. now, we're all 17, except for me. damn it.
despite not seeing each other for so long, we still got lots of nonsense to talk about. she's just too nice to talk to! i miss life back in css. not the school, the people. now, we're all heading in different directions. hope we'll meet some day :)

sorry for being so unreasonable. really sorry. i was thinking about all those the whole time. and was very very frustrated. but yes, really sorry.
if you ever get to see this. sorry for making you unhappy or upset in any way! didnt mean to. now that i've asked you everything that i want to ask. ah foo is back! :))